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  • Current Residence: canada eh!
  • Favourite band or musician: i like too many to just name one!
  • Favourite genre of music: Alt rock, classic rock, metal, gothic rock
  • MP3 player of choice: 1st gen iPod nano
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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 11:15 PM
ugh, I have a huge motivation and procrastination problem. and i dont even have the motivation to fix it. I dont know why but i also just feel indifferent about everything.

I should have written an essay today, i should have done my calm project, i should have studied for that test on monday, i should have done those novel questions for tuesday. I should be keeping my dream journal for phsycology. I should be doing my activity hours for gym, I should have played with my hedgehog today, I wanted to phone Romney, Christy and Paige today to say hi, I should have learnt some more swedish today,

...but i did none of these because i couldnt make myself do anything.

What i did do today: ate breakfast, watched TV, sat on the computer for hours, moved a box, forgot to eat lunch, ate dinner, watched two movies.

I just cant make myself do anything, whether its something i should do or want to do. I just dont feel like there is a point to anything anymore. I cant even reply to e-mails right away like i used to, I just dont have the motivation to respond to them. I just feel like sleeping all day and all night cuz then i wouldnt have to do anything. problem is I cant sleep well at all.

I wish i could fix this, I wish i knew how to give myself the motivation to change things.

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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:icontemari777:
anytime and all the time (:
just so you know, I'm calling you either tonight or tomorrow night.

you know the craziest thing about today?
I woke up and I was like "I think I'm going to call p+m over to kick off the holidays"

and then I opened my eyes and was like oh yeah...about that.

haha - someday soon though!
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:iconbladewyvern:
thanks for the :+fav: hun! :glomp:

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:icontemari777:
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one."

-C.S. Lewis

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